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"After
the Fact" ("The New England Ghost Files", p.22)
Location:
Freeport, ME
Catherine
Tilden, a widow and retired bookkeeper, lives alone in her early
19th century Freeport, Maine, home. The lovely house - a Federal-style
residence-was purchased by Catherine's husband, Biff, in 1946.
After her
husband's death in 1974, Catherine spent the next few years
quietly. She devoted most of her time to gardening, painting
, and writing. Her three children lived out of state, and she
had no other nearby relatives with whom she was close.
"Living
by myself in that large house was a bit lonely," she says. "After
several years, I suddenly got a crazy idea. I decided to invite
my only sister, Alicia (also a widow), to move here to live
with me, because I figured that she was also quite lonely. I
say the idea was crazy because Alicia and I had hardly spoken
for almost thirty years. We were on very bad terms. But I was
lonely, and so was she, so I figured 'what the heck.' Not surprisingly,
though, Alicia refused my offer. I guess the animosity between
us had just become irreversible at that point. When I called
her with the idea, she wasn't receptive at all. There was so
much hostility in her voice, it made me feel even lonelier."
However,
about a year and a half later, Catherine indicates, something
suddenly changed. She received a surprising phone call from
her hostile sister.
"Alicia
just called up one day and shocked me by saying that she now
wanted to come spend some time with me," Catherine remembers.
"I was stunned, especially considering she had flatly refused
my earlier off. Still, I told her I would love to see her. She
only lived forty miles away, and she came to Freeport by taxi
that very same day, on March 10 (1978). When I opened the door
and laid eyes on her, the feeling was overwhelming. It had been
so many years since we had seen each other. We hugged, and I
asked her how long she would be staying. She said that she would
stay for a week."
After Alicia
arrived, the two women immediately began to get reacquainted.
The sisters had experienced a terrible falling out in 1949,
and, while Catherine does not like to discuss the conflict in
detail, she hints that it had something to do with her fatheršs
will.
"Getting
to know one another again was quite wonderful," Catherine says.
"In our stubbornness and animosity, we had missed out on so
much concerning each otheršs lives. We spent the next week taking
walks together on the property, or just sitting and chatting
in front of the fireplace in the den, sometimes into early hours
of the morning. Alicia just seemed so eager to make things right
again. Her sudden (remorse) seemed, well, so out of character
for her."
During that
week, Catherine observes, forgiveness began to replace the former
hostility. She indicates that she was actually learning how
to love her sister again after all those years. By the end of
the week, Catherine truly hoped that Alicia would stay on in
the house and live with her permanently.
However,
as soon as the reconciliation between her and her sister had
solidified, something strange happened. On the morning of March
17, exactly one week after Alicia had arrived, Catherine awoke
early and went down to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for
her visiting sister. Suddenly, the phone rang. Catherine picked
up the receiver, and the caller on the other end was her nephew
Joseph, Alicia' s son. He was calling, he explained, to tell
Catherine that her sister Alicia had died-exactly one week earlier-of
pneumonia.
Immediately,
Catherine became light-headed. She felt she was about to faint.
This could not be possible, she thought to herself. He sister
Alicia was there with her! She had been staying in the house
for the past week!
"You say
Alicia died a week ago?" the stunned woman said into the phone.
"Yes,"
her nephew replied. "On March 10, a week ago today. She was
buried in the Oak Grove Cemetery several days ago. I'm sorry
I didn't call sooner, but, well, I know that you and Mom didnšt
get along, and Mom had always said that she wouldn't want you
at her funeral. We had to respect her wishes."
Catherine's
head was still spinning. How could this be? Joseph said that
Alicia had died on March 10. But that was the same day she had
arrived at Catherine's home. If her sister died seven days earlier,
with whom had she been sharing her house for the past week?
Who was the person upstairs in the guest room? "Would you
mind holding the phone?" Catherine nervously said to her
nephew, dripping the receiver and dashing upstairs to the guest
room.
When she
entered the room, she found that there was no Alicia, no luggage,
no trace that her sister had ever been there.
At that
moment, notes Catherine, she was overcome with a sudden sense
of indescribable peace and warmth-an "instinctive understanding,"
she calls it. She calmly returned to the phone.
"I'm very
sorry about your mother," she said to Joseph. "I do
wish that you had called me sooner, but I understand why you
didn't If there is anything I can ever do for you, please feel
free to call..."
Catherine
hung up the phone and began to sob. It was now all very clear
to her, she says. Alicia had died a week earlier but-unable
to rest until she had been reconciliated with her sister-her
spirit had come to make peace.
"This was
not a flight of fancy," Catherine says firmly. "This experience
was the most real and profound of my life. I consider myself
extremely fortunate. I got a chance to love my sister again.
She gave me that chance by caring enough to return after her
death to make things right. It all seemed so real during the
week she was here... she seemed so real. We walked together,
talked together, ate together. But, I can't deny the truth of
the matter: her visit took place after the fact. I suppose that
most people would say I had been hallucinating for an entire
week. Let them think what they will. After that week, I knew
things about Alicia and her family that couldn't possibly have
known unless she had told me...unless she had been here."
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